Have you ever felt like the world hates you…

I feel like that sometimes alot… like right now… It’s like I have this bubble around me, and no one can see inside, but I can see everyone around me, going on about their lives… not caring about the one stuck inside the bubble…

This is sounding kinda depressing… and it is depressing.

no I am not depressed… I am only sad and lonely… but I’m dealing with it… kinda

Jeez…

It occurs to me sometimes that people try to ruin my day… on purpose!…

Quite silly though it may seem, this is indeed how it feels. I hear these stupid rumors about so and so and I think jeez that’s so retarded… yet I am a paranoid person so it gets to me… and that’s even more retarded

Like Ms. Wilson says… “If it’s not true, and not nice… Don’t say it…”

Sooooo

And where am I going with this?

no idea…

I’m just pointing this stuff out there so other people are aware…

kinda pointless, but then again it’s life.

With love, Chica